PINKalicious
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i am so sorry for your loss i am not trying to HJ your thread at all but i too st lost someone...
i want to vent not sure i can. it was just such a hard funeral today, death is hard no matter what it be cancer or a car crash...but to take your own life at 38? we cousins the same age grew up together...my heart is breaking that's for sure. suicide breaks the livings hearts! she felt like there was no other way she made an "exit bag" using helium it is instant death and part of the "pro choice" movement. for most people death changes them in some way...i just think about the people i love and can not go a day without thinking about even more! maybe not a good thing for me lol. anyway one day at a time i know what i want, who i want to be with and how much they make me happy!
if there was ever a weekend i could go ride this would be the one, i feel free when i ride and just enjoy the beauty God made around me and the friends that take me with them!
i want to vent not sure i can. it was just such a hard funeral today, death is hard no matter what it be cancer or a car crash...but to take your own life at 38? we cousins the same age grew up together...my heart is breaking that's for sure. suicide breaks the livings hearts! she felt like there was no other way she made an "exit bag" using helium it is instant death and part of the "pro choice" movement. for most people death changes them in some way...i just think about the people i love and can not go a day without thinking about even more! maybe not a good thing for me lol. anyway one day at a time i know what i want, who i want to be with and how much they make me happy!
if there was ever a weekend i could go ride this would be the one, i feel free when i ride and just enjoy the beauty God made around me and the friends that take me with them!
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