Having a family, I would leave too. You are kind of trapped up there. My house isn't worth my life.
That being said, I did fight the 2011 fires and it was a surreal experience. The amount of oxygen required to feed a big fire is unreal. Almost sucks you in
I have a high powered pellet gun and it isn't quiet haha.
I've never heard of people using oil/fuel filters though. They probably wouldn't make a good silencer
Only clinic that I found that I could get in was the one by the tri leisure centre and you have to be waiting in line before they open.
Other than that, see if you are eligible for westview pcn. It's an online service based out of Spruce that they call you on the phone or do video calls.
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